Why I want to be me!

Why i want to be me!

Left to me,

I will choose to be free

I really want to be free

I have destroyed enough of me.

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I hate this ‘love’ that last for a season

I know sometimes, it’s for a reason

But then, will i always get my heart broken?

And this has got my hatred awoken.

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So many times, i want to try again

Just for a reason, i want to love again

I took the chance and i really want to try again

But this time, this time, i never want to make mistake again

Not again

So...

I choose to erase ‘too much’ from my diary

That ‘i am sorry’ will not always come from me

Anytime you need me, just call on me

This time, you will never get all of that from me

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Even if i love you so much, you will still not get them from me.

Never again...

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Better still,

I will just stay free

I will stay clean

I will just be me

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No loving again until it is my cup of tea

Until i am ready

Until it is necessary.

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If you really are the one for me,

Then please wait for me.

Wait for me!